Vague Anger

uncertain as usual,now frustrated too
unexplainable thoughts nothing to prove
people are with me but i am with no one
lost in a black hole looking for fun.

i was wandering before but not like this
walls of mirrors high falling cliffs
will falling help me clear my mind
would blinded eyes show me whats divine.

twisted feelings recasting old mess
clowny brain with darkness over my chest
deep down i am happy to have such friends and family
i hope they understand my sacrifice to be me.

struggling hard to get everything out
no pain to bare no fear to shout
i need this phaze to be eradicated right now
never gave up never would i bow..