Loner

Not a single thing in my mind right now,
blank as usual no reaction towards the world,
trying hard to ideate and sow,
Intending  to be free like a bird.

i am not weakened or frustrated in life,
this is what my brain says to myself,
at least i have my body by my side,
screaming at myself till my soul turns deaf.

i am by myself better wen im alone,
but not wen i am dead stoned,
accepting the fact of swimming against the flow,
might not help if you are hitting your head bone.

none of my writes make no sense,thats good at a certain
point coz nobody knows where the story ends....